The truth is always a Truth

I don't LIE....
      But I won't say the TRUTH.....

The Lover

I can't really remember the days. The light of the sun blurred and annihilated all colors. But the nights, I remember them. The blue was more distant than the sky, beyond all depths, covering the bounds of the world. The sky, for me, was the stretched of pure brilliance crossing the blue, that cold coalescence beyond all colors. The lights fell from the sky in cataracts of pure transparency, in torrents of silence and immobility. The air was blue, you can hold it in your hand. Blue. The sky was the continual throbbing of the brilliance of the lights. The night lit up everything, all the country on either bank of river as far as the eye could reach. Every night was different, each one had a name as long as it lasted. Their sound was that of the dogs, the country dogs baying at mystery. They answered one another, from village to village, until the time and space of the night were utterly consumed.

(translated by Barbara Bray)

Why GOD?

Knock!!! Knock!!! Knock!!!

Can I join??

smile once look at this :)

How To Love Me and Forget Me

Hold my bones. Hold them tightly until you hear them groan under the pressure. Carry them on your back, through desserts and forests and lay then down at night under the moon. Faint them the colors of the skies. Write poems along the edges. Make necklace of my finger-bones and use my femure to pound wild rhythm onto the earth. Bury them!! Bury them in the place where you collapsed, unable to go on. Bury me there with your bare hands. Then clean your nails and bite your lips. Do not say a prayer for me. Your feet and the distance that they've traveled have done that already. SLEEP. When the morning comes, go HOME. Do not turn and look back. You mustn't see my bones rise from the dirt and walk in the opposite direction. You mustn't see them gleam white as they disappear over the horizon, in the light of the rising sun.
Things we believe dead, should stay so.
And I will do the same, since I've carried your bones too.

Don't you know???
I would hug your heart if I could.

@tinymuses

Finally

came my Summer holidays. After a week spent in Chennai I will be back to my country Malaysia and gonna enjoy for the maximum with my family. So day after tomorrow I'm leaving back to Malaysia from Chennai. Can't wait!!

My first job ones arrive in Malaysia is Sun bath :):) hehe.. At Port Dickson beach. parents don't let me go to Penang and enjoy with my cousins. :( *sad*

Best Day Ever!

Hello peeps. Today is Saturday and I had my most awesomest day with my best friend Nahveendran and cousin sisters Arpitha Reddy and Sangeetha Reddy.

Friday Eve (11/5)
We four went to one of our muslim friend Shamannah's engagement function then follow up with Oru Kal Oru Kannadi movie at the nearest theater in Chennai.

Saturday morning (12/5)
Attend to Shamannah's wedding with Irfan and then lunch at a vegetarian restaurant " Sangeetha Vegetarian Restaurant" at Bharathi Salai, Chennai.

Actually when I saw this food only all my hunger gone somewhere. How am I suppose to finish eat this whole food. Reckon can keep for 3 days and eat.. lol :

Then bought  some Telugu DVD's and watch them. Still never finish watched yet. hehe.. After that some Ice-cream at another restaurant in the evening time. Can't bear the hotness in Chennai. But enna irunthalum Chennai mathri varaathu :)

I hate to eat with this ever-silver stuffs. Can't bare with the bad iron smell coming from this. Left it in a half-way too :(

And now night....

Dinner under a discussion mode now. Don't know what to eat and where to eat. A very very good condition from me is "I want a restaurant who don't supply food with ever-silver stuffs and that food must be what I order. Nothing extra." :P

hehehahahuhu :):):):):):):):)

Its your day my Darlings Prasanna & Suhasini

Finally it's your day anna and anni. Most awaited day :) I'm the most happiest girl on this earth for you both. May the God bless you both with loads and loads of happiness, love and beautiful life :) xoxo sweethearts

My Wonderland Dreams

What would our life be without any DREAMS? Well you want me to tell my dreams that I always have in my wonderland?? Or maybe sometimes it's called as Dreamland!

I always wanted to spend my whole day at the sea-side with my i-pod and maybe a superb interesting novel. And wanna sit at the light house lonely. I wanna walk for hours and hours, on rainy day.

grrrrr... If I list out think this whole page won't be enough for this. :p will list out soon :)

Happy Birthday to you... 

Happy Birthday to you...

Happy Birthday to my dear sister Shweta...

Happy Birthday to you..

Many more happy returns of the day dear akka :):) Wish you loads and loads of  Happiness and success in all years to come. Muah.. tc

He & She

He was intelligent. She was wise.
He was smart. She was sweet.
He liked red. She liked blue.
He liked coffee. She liked tea.
He liked Pineapple. She liked Black-forest.
He watched movies. She read novels.
He liked music. She did poetry.
He liked singing. She liked dancing.
He liked Dew. She liked Pepsi.
He liked Rausogulla. She liked Gulabjamun.
He admired moon. She adored the stars.
His favorite -Cinderella story. Her favorite -Walk to remember.
He liked continental. She liked Chinese.
He loved winters. She loved rains.
He liked roses. She liked Orchids.
He liked her. She liked him.
He loved her. She loved him.

Dare to Do it!

There is one guy in my twitter who always gets into my nerves.
Why you are actually so interested to get about my personal details and my background? Are you doing any broker business nor anything else you idiot. Just listen I don't like the unknown peoples who loves to know my details and life matter. It's my Life and yes I have a life. Not like you. Don't have a LIFE actually. Stop blubbering on my fb page. twitter and blog. Reckon this will be a very last harsh warning for you. Next I'm dare to slap you, if you are so dare enough to stand in front of me.

Just because of this type of guys, we girls are not getting any privacy at anywhere! Shit. :(

Long Talk After Long Time

ah!!! Finally I talked to her. Well I'm very very sorry for not mentioning here name and there is a rules for me to not to mention this beautiful lady's name to anyone or else she will kill. I don't want to die fast :P She's someone very close to my heart since my early days. Today Morning I just mailed and about the pressure I'm facing now. After her work, she immediately called me and advice a lot. Now I feel kinda relieve after talking with my angel :) And now I really felling into sleep. Will be back tomorrow. Got loads of stuffs to share with you peeps actually. Not any crap but something you all would like to read or would love to hear from me! lol.. good night :)

Lovely Quotes

Believe In

I believe in pink.
I believe happy girls are the prettiest.
I believe tomorrow is another day and
I believe in miracles.

6 Things I will feel Lost Without

• My Parents,

• My Daily Prayers,

• My Home Theatre System,

• My Pet Dogs & Cats,

• My Nephews and Nieces,

• My Blackberry, I pod & Sony Vaio and Android.

Finally I Said It Sid! :)

It was so shocking for me to say Go Chargers for Hyderabad team in IPL match opposite,,,, ermmm I don't know. hehe :) Was looking at my twitter timeline and noticed most of the tweets from Sid supports for Chargers and he says maybe after his last tweet his mom won't talk to him. :D So just to tease him I tweet him and somehow I said Go Chargers!!! :) woohoo... Hope the mans in Blue win this one, just for their crazy Mascot Siddharth. I reckon! :P

Places I wants to VISIT

Park Hyatt

Hyderabad charmindar

Mysore Palace

10 Things I need to get Once my Exams Over......

1. Maybelline eye liner

2. Maybelling Mascara

3. l'oreal Foundation

4. l'oreal Shampoo + Conditioner

5. Maybelline Lip Gloss

6. Maybelline Eye Studio Colors

7. Maybelline Summer nail polish

8. Maybelline Fit me Pressed Powder

9. L'Oreal moisturizer

10. Olay Face wash

Here comes

my exams on tomorrow. Seriously I didn't prepare anything for my papers on tomorrow. And the worst paper will be on Monday, which is the subject I don't understand at all and I guess even the lecturer also don't understand what she teaches. Information System is a beautiful subject as I know before but not now. the beauty of this subject is spoiled by the way the lectures teach us. But I can't complain for Computer System. Such an awesome lecturer and I knew even without doing any revision for, I can write this exam but obviously not IS. Because the notes are perfect and I understand the concept of this subject. May god bless me for this CS paper on tomorrow morning 9am. :)

Happy

This afternoon I messaged with my adopted sister, who is in Chennai and asked her about the DVD's i ordered by her at Adyar DVD Music Centre. Finally its all arrived. Badrinath, Oh My Friend, Anaganaga Oka Dheerudu,  100% Love and another movie. Later this afternoon for India time her dad will send me all those dvd's via DHL Express. Can't wait to watch those movies after my exam. Think by another one week time I will get it. Sigh!! :)

My sorrow is the Hidden face of my philosophy

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Don't ruin my Life

with the word of


MARRIAGE!!!!

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I take a sip and I'm home again to the bitterness
of LOVING you dear.....
COFFEE!

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How can I say
 I love you
in brand new
language?

CLICKING PAGES

Yesterday happen to read my old post that I have written when I had begun blogging. Its so interesting to see what we have written back long time back ago and reflect on the decision and the thought process that we'd have had. Especially when such writes are on public domain for all to see. There are some random post that I have written with nothing in particular. But perhaps if I had not blog it here, I would have totally forgotten. Books get misplaced. Papers get torn. And devices are exchanged. Seems like the Internet is the best place for ever after.  :)

♥ ~ Here my room table. So messy with laptop, notes, maths papers and PHP web coding book. aww!! Then off coarse Sherlock Holmes novel. ☺ ~♥

T&T Version

somehow I love this Telugu version Alochane Vasthene. maybe because I love this language more than Tamil ☺

The thing I'm Waiting For! ♥

Wanna eat all this delicious cuppy cakes  ♥

Someone please try to get me this hot Pink high heels. ☺

Planning to shine like this lil miss sunshine... Any tips please?? :P

Waiting for the release of this movie!! Wait.. wait.. Suddenly I forgot this movie name!! Is it Brave? :D

I'm not

a celebrity!

No one noticed when I just slipped away from the screen and no one would notice after my coming back as well. But in the time period between the two of those important (to whom? me? ) moments, atleast someone would have felt the emptiness it created.

A little light slitting gap! Like the one a group of sunflowers feel when a cloud passes by on their heads.

A saudade of leaving the held hand of your love, the smudged glitters that trouble you through the back window of a moving bus! Short lived but intense!

But at the same time, like holding on to a piece of split heart chain, hoping to joining it soon, we wait, we smile.

Yaashu baby Dream

Hey amigos!! How's you all up to?? Well do you ami's knows who is Yaashu actually?? haha.. Well she is my little niece. Yes!! The latest born one, who is now 7 months old. Her name was changed due to some astrology problems. Now here new name is Yaashwiny.
Well her dream is so beautiful. She didn't tell me nor to her mother but we both knows it.
She wanna grow her hair like Rapunzel... Be so polite and sweet like Cinderella.. Beautiful as Snow White... Sleeps like Princess Aurora.. Brilliant like Belle...aah.. Well off coarse she ain't forget the frying pan. She seriously needs something to hold in her hand. So that she can bang their face with it, when the peoples never give her something that she asked for. heee hee :):)

Be yourself!!!