Gone Crazy and Mad

I always wants to stand at  the edge of the running train door, and carelessly dive out with my open breeze hair while someone holds me from back - of-coarse!!

I want to shout out from my heart pointlessly at the wave on a lonely beach maybe at 4am with the cold breeze of sea air.

I want to get drenched in a heavy rain at the middle of the huge traffic in a busy road, and splash out the pool water around the people around.

I also want to rush onto the busy road at the peak of college hours while someone holds my hand and force me to wait...

Doesn't LIFE seems to be a CRAZY chunks???

Its her day today

Today 20th December 2011.. And today my very close and best friend Kishani's 21st birthday. Missing her badly. After a very long time I'm blogging about her and I know it will be so much surprise for my followers, because earlier I have promised that I won't write any single thing on her. But today I can't help myself from stop doing this. Its her birthday and how can I ignore my besty on this special day of hers.

So my dear friends lets wish her a very Happy Rocking Birthday. 

And here my new niece Sri Vishaa for you all after the motte :D

Say HI to all my friends and fans babe!!! :)

The Best day with my FRIENDS

I think today I'd my best day at college with my dearest friends Hemalatha and Jason. The fun was just to make Jason feel upset and yes he was totally darn pissed. Haha.. But sorry for my friend Vinod. Because I really insulted his family to the maximum. Infact there was another girl whose boyfriend name was also Vinod  and our another classmate name was also Vinod. I talked from his grandmother to his little new pup that he bought last week. You know its really fun to make fun of someone, but promisingly saying it's my first time I made fun of my own friend. Well actually this is a university life and this is all so normal and it doesn't mind anyone for too much. hehe... More fun stories are coming up soon!

Different Life in University

NUC is a kind different from the college that I have studies before. This is an International University where the majority students are Nigerians, Kazakhstan and Pakistanis. Malaysian are really very less.

But past one week we had a very great orientation with our Student Representative Councils (SRC) but sadly I was not attend for this just because of only one reason which is I should stay there till late night. None of my family members have agreed for this even my councils have tried their best to talk with my peoples. But it's okay for me. As you all know I'm very silent type girl, so for sure I wouldn't have done anything fun unless they asked me to write something or sing.

And today was the first day class. Structured Programming. And for god sake I had made few friends so possibly I wouldn't feel lonely for now.

What else??
Will write all the happenings soon guys.
Love you :)

My Crazy Love Story

I met you when I was turning the early of sixteen,
And that was a start of a brand new feeling,
My love for you began to grow deeper and deeper,
And the want to win you over kept getting stronger.

I knew there were a few of my classmates,

Who also had liking towards you,

I was determined to give them heartaches,

As I proved to you, only my love was true.

At times I'd turn green with jealousy,
When I noticed you getting closer to everyone but me,
The I'd turn home and cried bitterly,
Till I'm easily getting attacked by virus that love you so dearly.

When I looked through you,

I see my ambition glowing in you,

And everybody I'm with you,

I feel that my dreams have just come true.

As I get closer to you,
I discover many things I never knew,
The interesting histologies told by you,
That sounds absurd but true.

People might find me crazy and mad,

But loving you is certainly not bad,

For have the most beautiful personality,

My darling, everdearest BIOLOGY.

Tension

The moment you are in TENSION,

You will loss your ATTENTION,

Then you are in total CONFUSION,

And you will feel the IRRITATION,

Then you spoil your personal RELATION,

Ultimately you won't get CO-OPERATION,

Then you'll have COMPLICATION,

The your B/P may also rise, CAUTION,

And you may have take MEDICATION,

Instead understand the SITUATION,

And try to think about the SOLUTION,

Many problems will be solved by DISCUSSION,

Which will make our better in your PROFESSION,

Don't think it's my few SUGGESTION,

It's only for your PREVENTION,

If you understand my INTENTION,

You'll never come again to TENSION!!!

By: Vinod Arumugam

PS: A belated Happy Birthday to you. From Rubini

After Long time

Yeah... It's has been a very long time I didn't blog anything that happening around me. Now days I express myself a lot in micro-blogging site Twitter, because only at that place I got lots of opinions and off coarse I have learnt a lot from there such as fashion, media, books, writings, economics, studies, movie buzz, musics, politics and so many more are there.But whatever I says to tell the truth, sometimes the 140 characters really not enough to say anything important. So now I'm back to the old blogging method.

After the birth of Sri Vishaa (my bro's daughter) home have changed a lot. So many prayers for her, naming ceremony, shopping for clothes and toys and her two elder brother always sits beside her and not to let others to her fingers also. All were looking at her like and angel. And she is really an angel too. I think Vishaa is basically a good dreamer though. She shows tons of expression on her face and sometime she close her face with her little pink hand. But really she don't smile at anyone for any reason. Serious girl she is!!! Anyhow she talked to us by her baby language and now we're learning too like bu ba ma hu  jja ki all kind of sounds..hehe

Now days I'm getting more busy with my studies ready. After the completion of my Diploma in Multimedia, I joined in Bsc Computer Science. Class never starts yet. So many thing have done up by end of this coming week. Entrance exams, visa application, collect transcript from my old college.A friend of mine said CS exams are more harder than MM. But I'm saying MM is the worst than CS. But I'm not going away fro Multimedia, but just keeping myself away from the graphics which I'm not sooooooo good in. I love my Script writing class, and off coarse I'm the high score student in it and Video Production lessons. Have learnt so many thing in it. And I know I have the strength and potential to do CS as long I have the basic certificates in Programming and web-designing.

By now the very latest version hobby of mine is collecting telugu songs. And I have huge collection the latest release such as Anaganaga Oka Dheerudu, Dehsamuduru, Ye Maya Chesave, Rangam, Badrinath, 100% Love, Premakaidhi, Nanna, Dookudu, Naa Peru Shiva, Mr.Perfect, Dhadha, Kandireega and 180. As telugu happened to be my second language at home to communicate only with mother and brother-in-law, it was so easy for me to understand. But till now I'm not so good to reply back with the talking as I'm scared of making any mistakes. But someday I will talk in pure telugu to everyone.

Starting my day with a tweet to Siddharth was always an awesome day to be begin with. I join in twitter just for him, but during the early days I don't have the guts to tweet to him. Now I do after seeing so many of my followers are tweeting with him. Siddharth was always been my favorite hero no matter in Tamil, Telugu or Hindi. He is so much talented and I think him as my brother.And now as Siddharth is back to Tamil I'm so happy for that. My day will never happen without a tweet to Sid no matter there are no replies for it till now.

Job!!!! Just last Thursday I resigned it for my studies. But soon will start it in online, and yes I just did it and my first promote was to Venkatesh Padmanabhan's Ilaiuthir Kaala music video. You should see those poosters and its so tricky in the way of VTV. And the music have been scored by Dhileep Varman. Hope it becomes a big hit. Can't wait to see the video in this coming weekend..

For now,

Midnight

It's 1 a.m now
Would I be awake till the next 1 a.m
I'd enough of my lonely night
I'd enough of being sleepless
Tired of being a live?
May be!!
Don't bring me back to my life again
It hurts a lot
All I need is someone beside me
To not let me be cold like ice or snow
To no let me be like numb and hallow
I had enough to stay alone with my shadow
Hold my hand
Hold my hand tight now
Help me out
I'm drowning in a negative lake
Wake me up from this fake and hate nightmare
Don't leave me alone in this dark night
Be my hero, Be my saver, Be my knight
Your words would heal me
Your touch would make me to feel the real of me
So, stay with me to feel me
You would make my day
Don't live, just say

Smile!! I lost in it NOW!!

Every morning when I wake up there is always a smile on face. Bit this smile is not for the world but just for my self in the freshy morning. Promisingly my smile is not for the beautiful world and from my view it ain't that beau yet!!! But then somehow I lost my smile nowdays. Now my face looks dry without my watery smile. I just can't find where I lost it!! It's gone!! Totally gone from me!!!

The early chill morning with those beautiful blue skies makes me to smile always. But where does those skies gone now? They too missing!! The fresh air? No!! Now it's totally mixed with the poisoned gases. I couldn't get to breathe now. It's blocking. There are too many sign boards on highways that says "save Green"!! Where does the green goes now? I just can see the soil under the green for developments. The earth is dying.

People gives so much of attention on the country's corruption, cricket, politics but not to the earth. Our motherland. Our beautiful heaven on earth. Animals are dying men!! There are no habitats for them. What would happen to us if there aren't any single place for us to live on? Why these educated brainiac peoples think about the little creators too? What's so big loss for them in this? What does our honorable government is doing on this issue??

In school teachers taught us to plant trees and pour water for them but after sometime these same peoples pluck off those beautiful flowering green plants and throw them off!! Where does the humanity gone? Each and every year they spend millions of dollars to celebrate the Independence day and many more occasions, but why don't they spend a little bit of money to the Life of the EARTH.

Pyaar on Yoga Now!

I’ve been doing alot of Yoga recently. Yoga, because it’s a physical workout that also calms and keeps me centered. Also Bharathanatyam is one of my favorites. Amazing cardio and great music keeps me going.

Whether you do yoga, bharathanatyam or some other workout, regular exercise is really important. Find something you love to do and keep doing it. Regular exercise helps keeps you fit and feeling great, physically, mentally and emotionally.

What do you do to keep fit and healthy?

New Angle

Today morning at 11.45am a new born baby born again but for my brother and sister-in-law. We all were in excitement to see another baby girl after 9 years. The first one was my elder sister's daughter. We never decide a good name for this baby yet!!! She was adoring and cute. I remember her first smile till now. We all praying to god for give her all her happiness and blessed with loads of love!! ♥

Happy Friendship Day!

FRIENDSHIP is a network
that needs:
no recharge!
no charging!
No roaming!
no validity!
no activation!
no signal problems!
just don't switch off your HEART !
HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!

A Lie

My heart beat faster than ever
Lets Lie together
Lie within our eyes
Oh girl you are not a beautiful girl and I didn't get in Love with you
Go away!! You small boy, I never give my heart to you.

Lets lie together
Within our hearts
My heart beats faster than ever
And what you have done to me.

Moon has skies
English have Literature
Who found the electric
In the eyes of Edison's wife
No cold in Simla
And we have never been to beach too.


Lets lie together
Within our eyes
My heart beats faster than ever
And what you have done to me.

If I never says your name means there's a honey on my tongue
The letters you have given to me, I would throw it into the rubbish bin
I have forgot about you and sleep for three nights
Dreams without you, dreaming for five days
If some one mention your name I would close my ears tightly


Lets lie together
Within our hearts
My heart beats faster than ever
And what you have done to me.

DREAM

I dreamt of a darkness where can be stark and true
I dreamt of a thousand light that always shine
I dreamt of a happiness that never ends
I dreamt of a sadness so deep that no one can see it
I dreamt of a something that means a lot to me
I dreamt of a love which will never leave me a lone
I dreamt of a music that has no meanings
I dreamt of the silence that does.
I dreamt.
And I made my dreams comes to reality!!!



P.S :- Original inspiration by C.Karuna

A True Friend

 

Like the RAINBOW

Higher, Higher she says and I pushed her so hard on the swing.
Just want to kick the sky off and see how they bruises with RAINBOW

Without You!!!

Its very hard to live without someones care,
Even its more harder without a love,
I keep on missing you,
And I know you too missing me,
You're the other half that completes me,
And I need you by my side.

Because when you are here,
I'm always feel myself being safe,
When you are here,
I would never be alone,
And you never let me to be alone,
So please, don't leave me alone.

Oh my friend, do you remember our old days
And our friendship got a lot of stories
Its all written in Gold and Silver lines
Its all about us and our memories
There is no you or nor me - its "WE"
And my hand is waiting for your hand here.


P.S: I have written this note for my very dearest Best Friend Kishani Mogarina

500 Words Review: The Secret Garden (1911)

The most inspiring classical story for me was The Secret Garden. So lets take a review within 500 words only!!

The Secret Garden, written by Frances Hodgson Burnett, is a charming book about a girl named Mary Lennox. She is a spoiled and sickly child who lives in India. When her parents die because of a cholera epidemic, she moves to Misselthwaite Manor to live with her rich uncle in England. Things are a definite change for her. Slowly she becomes stronger and starts to take an interest in the outdoors. She meets all sorts of people like Martha, Dickon, and Colin. Martha is a maid on the grounds who has taken a fancy to Mary, and Dickon is her brother. Dickon is quite an unusual fellow. He possesses the ability to talk to animals and is able to grow anything with a little bit of soil. Colin, who you will meet later in the story, is a child who has basically given up the will to live, believing he is doomed to be a hunchback like his father. Strong-willed Mary reprimands him and takes matters into her own hands. Mary has all kinds of adventures with strange sounds at night, funny accents, and a locked garden. The Secret Garden is a wonderful book about friendship, determination, and perseverence.

500 Words Review: Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallow

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallow isn't just the final installment of a film franchise, it's the ending of an era. The eighth movie in the series takes us to the wizarding world for one more look at Harry (Daniel Radcliffe), Ron (Rupert Grint), and Hermione (Emma Watson) as they square off against Lord Voldemort (Ralph Fiennes) for the last time. The movie is also peppered with the familiar faces we've come to know and love throughout the series, but ultimately, this film belongs to Harry as he comes to terms with the death and destruction of his peers as well as his own mortality. No film in the series has had higher stakes, more action, or quite this much anguish.

As the threesome arrives at their former school, Neville Longbottom informs Harry, Ron, and Hermione that "Hogwarts has changed." It doesn't take a wizard to see what he means: the once warmly lit castle is now shrouded in gray, the laughter of the students has been replaced with fear, and the once-bubbly professors are now panic-stricken and unsmiling. It's only fitting that Hogwarts, where Harry's wizarding life began, is also where it all ends, and so begins the much-anticipated battle between good and evil that comprises the majority of the movie. To find out why Deathly Hallows Part 2 is a must-see, just read more. The final book is split into two movies, but there's still so much ground to cover in Part 2 that the urgency of Harry's situation pulsates throughout the entire movie. Little time is spent on the more intricate details of the Horcruxes and grieving for fallen wizards isn't a priority. Instead, the film is a visual feast of one gripping scene after another; there's so much happening at once that you don't even know what part of the screen to focus on. As the final chapter unravels at warp speed, there's nary a moment to unclench your fists.

Though the laughs and heart-warming moments are harder to find in Deathly Hallows Part 2, in their place are top-notch performances (particularly from Alan Rickman) and tear-jerking interludes. The movie is in many ways a long kiss good-bye to Harry's worldwide fan base: your enjoyment hinges on your own dedication to, and love for all things Potter.

As a lifelong fan of the series, watching Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2 is what I imagine it would be like watching your kids graduate from high school: your heart swells, your eyes get a little misty, but more than anything else, you're left feeling satisfied in the presence of a huge milestone.

A Perfect Dream List

• Apologize to all whom I've hurt a lot
• Meet Actor Siddharth and have a talk for minimum 30 minutes
• Dance in the RAIN
• Write a script for a Tamil Movie in Kollywood
• Teach Bharathanatyam for free
• Having my own Filmi Magazine
• Travel all over India
• Settle in Paris
• Write a Love Story book
• Go to Egypt
• Work for a charity
• Do a Bharathanatyam performance in Hyderabad and Canada/Paris
• Photography
• Watching movie lonely with a cup of coffee
• Reading a classic or Literature novel by window side
• Eats Ice-Creams
• Dance for my favorite song
• Watching Allu Arjun's and Siddharth's Telugu movies
• Buy any new novel in stores
• Edit photos
• Writes something for society

*will add more on future*

I'm SINGLE

As girls get closer to age 22, people will start to ask so what’s next, when is your turn, when you wana get married if we went to any occasions. I would just answer this, ” I prefer too be alone” that’s when my mood is too good. But then, sometimes I might asked myself “Why I am Single”? The answer is still you never find your loved ones!!! My friend asked me when you gonna fall in love? I turned to her and said should ask to god because never shown my prince yet!! And just walked away with a Kollywood style.

I’m Single, Off coarse; being a kollywood junkie. Are anyone there who is more passionate than me in Kollywood film?? Off coarse not as I am who wants a different kind of ultimate love story in Kollywood!! It can’t be too straightforward, simple, easy and too random. Just like walking by the college terrace and suddenly I bump on him and my books would fall. He’d help me to pick up those books and that’s where as I would murmur clinched words, ” Kannu Illaiya, Parthu vara theriyatha??” Our eyes would meet and he’ll feel that I’m the dream girl of HIM. And then a dream song with 100′s of dancers. Hmm, this is a kind too boring love where we all have seen it in too many Tamil movies which still never changed a bit yet from this love intro scene and scripts!!!

And true, I can’t stand up with this same scene too. And moreover I doesn’t wants any Kollywood Love story happen to me on. They don’t exist in real life. He’ll not bump onto me, and no, he’ll definitely put a red kumkum on my forehead and I’ll make a beautiful bride. “All this only happens in movies.” Who knew themselves what exactly they are talking about. So when next time my parents friend or relatives ask me “When is your turn?” , simply gonna answer ask to the Kollywood Gods who shelved my Love Story for now.

Another BOMB?!?

After finished watching Payanam yesterday night I switched back to TWITTER and got to know that there was a bomb blast again in Bombay and it was so shocking for me nearly like getting heart-attack. And when I told it to my sister and sister-in-law, they was about to fall of from their chair. Dad was sleeping and Mom was in prayers room. This is just because my brother was in Bombay for a past three(3) days. Immediately we turn on to SUN TV to watch the news and thank GOD nothing have happen to the place my bro lives. I called my anna, he and his other caption and Pilots was perfectly fine. Lucky for us, our loved ones are safe and sound.

My one and only question to the Indian government is whether can they or can't they protect their citizens?? From my view Terrorist are doing their job well because you are not doing your job. This is truly not fair for the Mumbai peoples to deal out with such incidents over and over again. Just because they happen to be resilient city, it doesn't mean that this vitality should be taken for granted. What the Indian Government have been doing for tax paying citizens over there. If they are not able to protect us, it's better for them to step out of it and we would find another better administration or you step it up.

I think for this time the Twitter social network has helped us a lot by retweeting so much of tweets as finding the lost person's bomb blast, contacts and so many things. And the rumors too was kept to the minimum. And it was the very first time all the information's of social media in India did not sensationalize a dire situation.

And who we should blame. The terrorist? The Government? Or the peoples who lives there? Well the terrorist knows well that we don't have the enough securities for the Mumbaiwalis, so they attack us again and again. And this is the truth which the Indian Government have to accept it.

Live My life by My way

You know what?

I really have enough of being in your shoes

It is my life, it is not yours. I want to choose my choices

I want to walk in my own shoes I want to live my life now

Get off! I want to walk in this way. I don't want to follow you like a shadow

I know what's right and what's wrong, I am not a child anymore

If you still see me as a child, I will ignore you and I really don't care

I am ready for my new life like a warrior ready for a fight

I am being brave and I believe that everything will be all right

As long as I am positive and have confidence, nothing would stop me

Even a strong wall wouldn't stop me because I would break it in a minute

Manners and In-Laws

There are always problems occurring between Mother-in-law and Daughter-in-Law. And I'm always reading it in newspaper since my 11 years.

Last week my friend Neesha went to her mother-in-law's home for a week holiday with her husband. And since the first day of her arrival to her in-laws home both them called to Neesha's mom and complaining about each other. The Mother-In-Law says, you never raised up your daughter in a good way. Just see how she's behaving. She don't even knows the manner way to behave in front of the elders. Past these 2 days she's waking up after 11am and takes lunch and dinner before other and complaint there are no enough and favorite food for her. Is this the way a daughter-in-law behaves?? What will you do if your daughter-in-law does so??

Well now the daughter's turn!! My mother-in-law is the most worst lady in the world. She just kept sitting on the easy chair and ask me to do all those house-chorus!! Is it fair?? Will she do it for her own daughter and will she sit in the chair and looking while her daughter's in-law torture her as this. She is so much cruel lady. I hate her. Is this the way her mother-in-law treat her or her mother treat her daughter-in-law. What a cheap family is this and why you made me to marry him??

Mother was so fade up of hearing this all for past few days and she planned to talk with her son-in-law but he just pretend like the way nothing happened anything as his mom or wife says.

Mother-in-laws should learn to close with their daughter-in-laws. And yes not all daughter in laws are good nor all mother in laws are cruel. Some in-laws really take care of their son's wife as their own daughters. Sharing out all kind of stuffs, cook together, shopping together, watch movie together. But some nasty cruel mother-in-laws doesn't even let their daughter in laws to watch their favorite programme on TV and should watch what the in-laws watch. And this is all some kind of too much the in-laws behave and this make the young couples to come to decision of DIVORCE.

Mostly 82% of marriage life ended up in divorce with the reason of the torture by mother-in-laws. My question is why does the in-laws behave as this or just they wants too take avenge on their daugher-in-laws just because once them had been threaten in the same way? Oh!! Come on then. This shouldn't be the way but you have to be more nicer to your daughter-in-law till she feels you like her own mom but not as the cruel step mother. If mother-in-laws starts to be nice to these young ladies DIVORCE percentage might come down by very easily and there will be no reasons for the second marriage.

And mother's also should trained their daughter to give respect to the elder and behave so manner when you stayed up in some ones home. If anything goes wrong in this, girls remember they are going to blame your family only.

Dupatta

Can anyone tell me what's the use of dupatta for girls, young ladies and and for the old women's? It has a very special immense value for all the ladies generations. It symbolize the core of every Indian women in this world no matter they are from villages or the modern ladies. However, as much as we have progressed from being women who simply stood in the background. Dupatta is also something that represents to our culture by heart. Basically the duppata was worn to cover their heads as a way of respect during worship the deities and standing in front of the elder. It also considered of indecent and shameless of the girls being without dupatta in their home and roaming at outdoors. And the duppata always protects too. One hot summer day, it protects women from the hot burning sun. And during the monsoon season, this same dupatta help as much as it can keep you dry. During the winter season and the cold nights it keep you warm as always. The duppata is really a metaphor for Indian women's. She is traditional as they get and yet, she has also moved on being just an accessory. Just as the dupatta has moved on the while maintaining a tradition, the Indian woman has done the same. She'll teach her daughter to wear dupatta and love it while amongst the elders and wear it with a pair of jeans or skirt.

Gadgets

Are we a great gadget lovers? Well, who's not. Everyone are gadget lovers on different kind. Once we are using them then we should know how our lives gets easy with those stuffs and at the same point how addicted we're to those lovely easy going gadgets. Be is from vegetable peelers to washing machine to mobile phones and now on laptops'. Sometimes or maybe always we might have found our self on being happy on a fine day with we find a new gadget that peeks into our lives.

Since from those childhood days, I have carried different kind of gadgets in my hand. And each and every seconds of the time those gadgets defines our personality to others. Quite a few years back when I've done my 7th grade, I have used to be fascinated with those time trendy mobile phones. When I got an own for my self it was like flying in cloud nine of joys and excitements. Due to the lack of money to reload for my own, most of the time all went by just a missed call and sometimes with those angelic free sms.

And when they have introduced some free talk time offers with 100 free sms and weekly once free web browsing it was just absolutely like being in a heaven. Thanks to DiGi all the way. Until that I could never knew how a gadget can defined a personality. Just having a mobile in hand thought that its a big pride for me but in college each of them having one and there are nothing to be surprised as before in school days and its no more a symbol of pride. Later after some months a new demand starts off at my home by asking Blackberry Bold.

So it was too happened. A small cute lovely black color Blackberry. Black is an Elegant color after all. So I was so careful in choosing all my stuffs in black.

And now with the new era the latest gadgets is Laptops. Now I am always glued to my laptop after college and work. With amazing voice chats and video calls for free. Or I would be spending more than what I earn on making calls. As of now, I still have the same phone I used back in college during my final year.

Love has been always remained as one of the most beautiful emotions inspiring the poets, artists and the other forms of arts. Love has kept us moving all way long. The Lion falls in love with the Lamb, not just the Twilight Saga inspiration. It is the essence of so many romantic stores we have heard.

Through centuries we have evolved in that. From animals to the social animals have we come, but have we left behind our animal instincts? Love and romance is a relatively new concept and these emotions can be well tagged to the human evolution mainly after the period they started to live as a social animal. Does that mean love doesn't exist in animals? No I didn't mean to say that. I was referring to the kind of love that happens in society living. However there is an element of Lust that still hides between all the love. There is a part of us that seeks a physical love making which adds on to how we were built biologically. It's only a proof that all your hormones are still functioning well. And Lust has remained an integral part ever since we were animals wandering to satisfy the basic instincts of food, water, clothing and a mate for our own.

Formats

A little years back from now, we still can remember those days during our English lessons teacher taught us all kind of writing formats. But they didn't gave any opportunities to those small kids to express their feelings and imaginations. Teachers just kept us tied with tons of formats where these are still continued to the college and universities. We were taught to write letters, short memo's, reports, fax,  notice and diary entries. What more and more everything!!! A kid ask but why not love letter?? That made me and my friends to laugh.

Everything had a particular formats, words limit, spaces, paragraphs and all. And everything we'd certain rules that we need to follow and sometimes got confused with those tons of formats. I used to confused when I was a kid and my sis helped me a lot with formats and I've seen some of my friends did a big mind map of writing formats in a piece of A4 paper and kept on revising on that before enter to the exam hall. I remember a day in my class that a classmate of mine wrote a diary entry question starts with my Dear Lovely diary and our teacher told him that its not the correct way of writing the diary entry. We used to think do diary entries and informal letter need any format???

Yeah!!! We need to follow certain rules in writing method but not when we're writing a letter to someone where we all were emotionally involved!! Or even a personal diary. How could one evaluate that?For those school syllabus I think there should be advantages on improving the students own creativity and communication skill but not on formats. Promisingly saying those were the though days for me and my batch even for now days kids.

And now after I'm grown up and enter into the college still the same routine goes over there. So to be away from these format following world I choose BLOG. I could write about anything over here by not following those scary formats. And about anything studies, Politics, Economics, Poems, letters and ect..

Thanks god they all never reached over to BLOGGER and teach us how to BLOG. lol

Another True LOVE

Today's Fashion

What's going on today's Fashion and Lifestyle? Fashion has been the term currently popular style or practice on cloths, accessories and foot wears. Fashion is something that look up to on current trend. he more technical term, costume, has become so linked in the public eye with the term fashion that the more general term costume has in popular use mostly been relegated to special senses like fancy dresses or masquared wear, while the term fashion means clothing generally, and the study of it. For a broad cross culture look at clothing and its place in society, refer to the entries for clothing, costume and fabrics. The remainder of this article deals with clothing fashions in the western side.


The fashion industry is a product of the modern age. Prior to the mid-19th century, most clothing was custom made and it was handmade for individuals, either as home production or on order from dressmakers and tailors. By the beginning of the 20th century with the rise of new technologies such as the sewing machine, the rise of global capitalism and the development of the factory system of production, and the proliferation of retail outlets such as department stores clothing had increasingly come to be massproduced in standard sizes and sold at fixed prices. Although the fashion industry developed first in Europe and America, today it is an international and highly globalized industry, with clothing often designed in one country, manufactured in another, and sold world-wide. For example, an American fashion company might source fabric in China and have the clothes manufactured in Vietnam, finished in Italy, and shipped to a warehouse in the United States for distribution to retail outlets internationally. The fashion industry has long been one of the largest employers in the United States, and it remains so in the 21st century. However, employment declined considerably as production increasingly moved overseas, especially to China. Because data on the fashion industry typically are reported for national economies and expressed in terms of the industry’s many separate sectors, aggregate figures for world production of textiles and clothing are difficult to obtain. However, by any measure, the industry accounts for a significant share of world economic output.

The fashion industry consists of four levels: the production of raw materials, principally fibers and textiles but also leather and fur; the production of fashion goods by designers, manufacturers, contractors, and others; retail sales; and various forms of advertising and promotion. These levels consist of many separate but interdependent sectors, all of which are devoted to the goal of satisfying consumer demand for apparel under conditions that enable participants in the industry to operate at a profit.


Early Western travelers, whether to Persia, Turkey or China frequently remark on the absence of changes in fashion there, and observers from these other cultures comment on the unseemly pace of Western fashion, which many felt suggested an instability and lack of order in Western culture. The Japanese Shogun's secretary boasted (not completely accurately) to a Spanish visitor in 1609 that Japanese clothing had not changed in over a thousand years. However in Ming China, for example, there is considerable evidence for rapidly changing fashions in Chinese clothing. Changes in costume often took place at times of economic or social change (such as in ancient Rome and the medieval Caliphate), but then a long period without major changes followed. This occurred in Moorish Spain from the 8th century, when the famous musician Ziryab introduced sophisticated clothing-styles based on seasonal and daily timings from his native Baghdad and his own inspiration to Córdoba in Al-Andalus. Similar changes in fashion occurred in the Middle East from the 11th century, following the arrival of the Turks, who introduced clothing styles from Central Asia and the Far East.

True Love never Ends

Rubini in Live never writes anything on real stories on Love. But now here it goes. Written by my friend Shailuja

From the very beginning, girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrelled very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often went her anger on him. As for him.. he only endured it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to
talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged.

The gal went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it was hard, but both never thought of giving up.
One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. when she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum cry, she wanted to comfort her. But she rea! lized that all that could come out of her mouth
was just a sigh. she had lost her voice....

The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silent cry.. it's still just silent cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply and countless phonecalls.. all the gal could do besides crying is still crying.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the girl learnt sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The gal was shattered. When she opened the letter, she saw her name on it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what was going on, she saw the guy standing in front
of her....He used sign language to tell her, "I've spent a year to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the! chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled and hugged him......

Absolute Truth nor Absolute Lies

What is the first thing would come up to your mind when you starts a fresh new day? What you want to be in your life which can't be decided when it'll be end?!? What is the thought of the day? What's your achievement? Do you go through the day keeping your eyes open? Seeing, looking and observing? Hearing listening and registering? What is the last thought in your mind when you end the day? Is it something very big you want to achieve in your life only once by an easy way or work hard for sometimes and then achieve your goals? Do you think there is more to life and living it on?? As we grow older and observe, we could come to realize there are not too many absolute truths or absolute lies. Things are not black or white and that they are mostly in grey. But there might be some times for us, if we listen, will reveal to us the truth we want to live by. Last time I have read somewhere that ideas are float around clouds.

During my job days at Cinescope, I spent most of my time with listened and observed and learned with the works of my Editor Sheela. I never though that just for a few month, I would get such an amazing job in local cinema magazine and Thank to God. A loads of talented co-workers with me. They show out all the way to write any articles on celebrities by just doing a search of the present day. But my co-workers, they not only talks about cinema but all, Politics, Economics of the day, and most trending happenings around the world. They were constantly asking questions to each other to get the perfect answer form the real person just to watch out how different those answers from the media junkies even they themselves in media. I met loads of truly inspirational youngsters in media. Remember that when I was kid Dad said to my sis youngsters can't get into media, they need tons of experiences but now I bet. We can!!! Now it truly and really depends on us and how we want to make it to work. The editor says "Possibilities are Endless". She also says media peoples need to be closest to the truth and not on absolute lies. It made me surprise though during my higher school days teachers have said media peoples are great liers. She too says write for the peoples and be true and don't ever do this media job if you wants to be with yourself.

In spite of what everyone may or may not tell you, this life is yours. You can be all that you want to be. Everything you want to be. We're at the most time, everything that others want us to be, isn't it? So its not really beyond us to not be all that we want to be. Grab every opportunities that comes by your way and it wouldn't be such a big matter if you didn't succeed it because its your life.

And for my own life she asked me to give an own definition for success and media. 

Being on our own WORLD

For all those smile you gave me
During the time I behave so silly
For the times we shared out the same dreams
For everytime we make up
With our silly kiddy fights
At those moments we find our self as a kid still
And for the moment we missed each other
And those little cute gift and
Your awesome care you gave me
I have no more words to write anything
Love you..Till my last BREATH

Rain!!!

Rain has always been the best part of my life since my primary school days. Sometimes a special one always describe their special as a sweet lovely pouring rain. Now I felt like my love has left from me. Wondering when it will be back. I'm suffering!!! Not only me but those around me who too loves you. You don't love me?? Nuvvu, nennu premisthunava?? Adhi, endhuku meeru chala maayajaalam chupistunav?? Hmm.. I'm dying here my dear. You always says that you won't ever leave me alone. But now you just see!! What you have done. My eyes are burning babe. Need you.. Need a lovely big hug. Do come back soon and that's all I can say for now.

Change

When I was in first standard I think I've learnt this word as called 'change' means of different from something else but I never thought that this word would even change from the way of meaning and style. But then now I knows the full way of the "CHANGE" in all forms.

2nd Standard
It was just a letter for me to write some short sentences. Checked out my English notebook and the sentence was, "My brother has changed his mobile phone". And I got a extra stars for it to used the word mobile phone. Because it was the New Era of mobile phone and really my brother have bought it.

4th Standard
Its a time for some changes in my daily routines life's. Classical Music class, Tutions and Tamil Class.

6th Standard
Higher Primary School Examinations. Had a hard core year of all year on 2002. Need to learn out new tricky English words to score high in English.

7th Standard
Get into Literature, a kind of classic English. Didn't understand well on this subject but never thought its a most beautiful out-standing subject of all.

8th Standard
My first stage debut on school days, and got a 1st prize of it in South Zone.

9th Standard
Another change has happen here. Lower Secondary School Board Examinations. Earned to get 5A's and 2B's. Unbelievable for me. And got to know that I'm the second highers mark in English in my school. First always goes to Edoria. Happy for her!!

10th Standard
A big change. Moved on to Science class and its a new school with new faces(teachers and students).

11th Standard
A very biggest change in all my friends life and mine too. Higher Secondary School Board Examination. Some didn't scored well.. SAD!!

1st Year
First day and a first year college. With a very new best friend Kishani. Quite a good year too. New Principal, New Lecturers, and very very new friends from different places. With a very different talent. No ragging in my college.

2nd Year
The year we '2008' batch starts Ragging the juniors. Not so bad! Just asked them to sing songs. hehe. And everything changed and Computer became my second life.

3rd year
Quite hectic year. Final Project year!! Missing my best friend Kishani load during this period.

Now the change of got my first job in Cinescope. Its quite hard. And I know my peoples doesn't like it as it goes under the cinema. But I love it. But then its just for some months. Until the next intake of Degree.

HUG

What does a hug mean to you?
A hug by parents, friends, siblings and someone special to us!!!
For me a hug from family...a hug from friend...a hug from kid....a hug from a someone close to (best friend or classmates) ...
Those little hugs are having something special..
It takes all our pain and sorrow from us...
Its just like an antibiotic (pain relief medicine)...
But whatever, all them are just hugs!!!
I think there are some magical in hugs!!
Did you feel it??
In different situations...
Sometimes it makes me in less lonely and mean a lot to me...
Makes me comfort!!!

Now its your turn. Tell me your hug story!! Share it here :))

I Love You.....

From your SOUL

Dear Love,

Here now it comes the time of failure words, emotions, love. You have loved me a lot and now its time for rest, and I understand you need a rest now!!!

So many dreams, fights, stupid and crazy chat, gifts, rounding around the park, kisses hugs and a lot. Alot of misunderstanding and giving unnecessary explanation for that.

What is left that you could have done out for me to be happy?? Yes I'm really HAPPY with you and totally HAPPY!!!!


Now everything has happened for our own good. Let it be as that!!!

Pink

I thinks pink is your most ever favorite color and when it comes to Pink Teddy bear, you're mad of it dear. You was just been like a small little kid in college. I'm totally missing you my dear friend Kishani.. Where have you been for such a long time period?? Why peoples are not giving me any response on you?? Lecturers keep on asking to me!!! They says there are no smokes without the fire!! What do they mean of this proverb?!? Do try to contact me at least ones!!! Will you?? I know you still remember my mail id till my fb id and all those network stuffs of mine. Hope in future you will contact me very soon. And I too know that you knew I'm having blog and the username you knows it!! So there wouldn't be any prob for you to contact me!!! tc.. A lil gift for u babe :))

Value

Roses

Blowing around the wind goes,
Spreads a beautiful smell around us,
With tenderness and Love,
You are the real petal of roses,
Being too soft and sensitive,
Just for not to hurt anyone nor bleed,
Show the beauty and lovely,
You're the precious friend of mine.

Precious

There are some people who you know are like air

It is hard to survive without them they are life saver

When they get far away from you, you are lost

They are like your directions they aim you to the right

You feel sad and you could not get out of this mood

They will make you smile and even make you laugh loud

 

When life get harder to you and you wanted to cry

They will be the shoulder you cry on tears until dry

You may do not feel anything, empty and alone

They would open their arms for you until you feel care

It is very rarely to find those people in this life

If you have them keep them tight and close

You & Me

Its not made by me.. But somehow there is a truthfulness about friendship and how it should be!!!

He loves Her!!!

He loves her
More than anything else
Love her smile
And he always twinkled in her eyes

He appreciate her in whatever she does
He hug her
He loves the way she behave to everyone
And called her as his angel

Love continuous for past 12 years and
Yes now he loves her too

Wana Shrink

I wants to get back to the ages of 20 years before I was!!!
Doesn't wants to remember the words I hear, or things I see, or the feels I get.
It's a most enjoyable time!!!
Blink innocently and be with my own WONDERLAND!!!!

Its PAIN!!!

Its Paining. Don't kill me by staying inside of me!!!
You're beating me, breaking me into pieces of papers, burning me by staying inside of me!!!
Its like a monster inside me and wouldn't wants to go out.
Get out, I don't want to be yours.
I'd enough before, so please don't hurt me!!!
Its all enough foe me and I deserved a tons. And I don't want it to happen to me again.

Let it DROP from you!!!

Here I am!!!
Coming all the way to meet you after so many weeks.
Did you heard me?
Wait!!!
Its just a couple of minutes then I'll be with you.
But not for the long time, just a short while.
Finally, here I am now!!!!

Wow. It smelled so fresh.  Are you happy now?? Hope you're flying on cloud nine now. I can see you're smiling. I love the smile. You looked so beautiful today with your little twinkling eyes, curl hair, a smile that mixed out with happiness and sadness. Are we both are in love or what??

The last time I came down to you was a different day, but why today its so more different? You're starring at me?? Oh no!! I'm sorry. You've told me earlier that you're have a surprise for me!!

But what's that??

It just starred and gaped at me. With all the wish to know the surprise!!

But I'm asking!! Don't you know what;s that!!!
?????

Its Rainy and I'm Moody

This is not mine but likes to share with you guys ☺

Be STRONG and DON'T STOP

Be strong and don't stop

Listen to my tip

"Be strong and don't stop"

These words could help

Think of them and take a step

You may fall but raise yourself up

Your life is just long road with trap

Be careful and be yourself as leadership

If you got lost, use your brain it's your map

Don't give up easily, go ahead and zap

Keep holding your hope it's your lamp

To light your way to not fall and to not slip

Be brave until you are reaching the top

 Cheer up! Scream loud and even jump

You did well and for you we clap

Walt Disney Quotes

We are not trying to entertain the critics. I'll take my chances with the public.

All cartoon characters and fables must be exaggeration, caricatures. It is the very nature of fantasy and fable.

You can design and create, and build the most wonderful place in the world. But it takes people to make the dream a reality.

I am interested in entertaining people, in bringing pleasure, particularly laughter, to others, rather than being concerned with 'expressing' myself with obscure creative impressions.

There is more treasure in books than in all the pirate's loot on Treasure Island.

We did it Disneyland, in the knowledge that most of the people I talked to thought it would be a financial disaster - closed and forgotten within the first year.

I love Mickey Mouse more than any woman I have ever known.

I would rather entertain and hope that people learned something than educate people and hope they were entertained.

Movies can and do have tremendous influence in shaping young lives in the realm of entertainment towards the ideals and objectives of normal adulthood.

All the adversity I've had in my life, all my troubles and obstacles, have strengthened me... You may not realize it when it happens, but a kick in the teeth may be the best thing in the world for you.

Or heritage and ideals, our code and standards - the things we live by and teach our children - are preserved or diminished by how freely we exchange ideas and feelings.

When you're curious, you find lots of interesting things to do.

It's no secret that we were sticking just about every nickel we had on the chance that people would really be interested in something totally new and unique in the field of entertainment.

We believed in our idea - a family park where parents and children could have fun- together.

Here in Florida, we have something special we never enjoyed at Disneyland...the blessing of size.

There's enough land here to hold all the ideas and plans we can possibly imagine.

I believe in being an innovator.

Mickey Mouse is, to me, a symbol of independence. He was a means to an end.

I'm not interested in pleasing the critics. I'll take my chances pleasing the audiences.

When people laugh at Mickey Mouse, it's because he's so human; and that is the secret of his popularity.

Disneyland will never be completed. It will continue to grow as long as there is imagination left in the world.

Animation is different from other parts. Its language is the language of caricature. Our most difficult job was to develop the cartoon's unnatural but seemingly natural anatomy for humans and animals.

Your dead if you aim only for kids. Adults are only kids grown up, anyway.

A man should never neglect his family for business.

Believe

Would you all will believe If I says that I have start to write some cool quotes?? Haha.. From Now onwards it begins.. Here is my first quote!!!

"In Disney all those beautiful Princess fall in love and get married at the age 16. What they want us to do on now "? 

Wonderland

Today morning I fell into the rabbit hole of my wonderland and got up with my favorite breakfast down there. And that's!!! Guess what!!

aww..Is it took you so long to think about it?? Well, that is tuna spread with lots of salads and a carrot juice :)

DREAM

Dream as if you'll live forever...live if you'll die today,In a world where you can be anything just be yourself.....

You don't need to know everything in life,just the things you need to be happy that the important..

."You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it :o . But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. ;) N if u didn't mean it u should not give them a chance or them will get hurt....

Don't walk affront of me
Because I won't follow
Don't walk behind me
Because I won't lead
Walk beside me
And be my friend
Just because I don't see you
Often don't think that
I'm not there.
Because friends are like
Stars, you don't always see
Them, but you know
That there always there.

Enjoy life today, yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come

Never argue with small minded people that have positions of power.When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane and going the wrong way.Argument is the worst sort of conversation.

If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is a part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us.

Our destiny changes with our thought; we shall become what we wish to become, do what we wish to do, when our habitual thought corresponds with our desire.What we see depends mainly on what we look for.

Life is for having fun. Don't be stupid and waste it on some guy/girl who is gonna act like he/she hates you tomorrow. Never waste it on some one who doesn't want their friends to know they're in love with you. Don't give that person the rest of you tears or a month or a year of your life when he/she treats you badly and doesn't mind to make you cry. Every person deserves some one who wants to brag about them. Every person deserves some one who makes them smile and laugh at their worst moments. We all deserve at least that.Relationships are like glasses. If they break, let them stay broken, you'll only hurt yourself trying to fix it. At least the pieces still remain.
I'm not gonna give a fuck anymore... If you hurt me, I'm gonna hurt you. That's how it's gonna be from now on... Learn from your past, move on, grow stronger. People are fake, but let your trust last longer. Do what you got to do, but always stay true, and never let anyone get the best of you.


"Life Goes On"

LiFe is a DanCe
EnJoy The MusiC
AnD DonT SteP
On ToO MaNy ToEs!!!!!!

Each Heart

Each Heart has some pain
only the way of expression is different
some hide in the eyes
while some hide in their
smiles........

Trust is like a paper
once's it crumpled
it's cant be PERFECT....

Jealousy
is what makes a bitch
talk shit

Expect the best
be prepared for the worst
fuck what others think
and DO your OWN thing

do u ever think for yourself ??
your doing the same thing
so don't judge people when your doing the same thing
they be what they want to be
so don't ever judge people
just like u don't like people to judge you!!!!!!
honestly am not the person can
make a joke
depend of what joke u make to me
well i have a limit of joke
so don't try to make a joke with me