Kiss the world

Years back, someone asked me: So Rubini, what drives your blog post? And I thought was it inspiration? The need of attention? The need to heard?Nope.. Full of craziness and try to attain the madness to the fullest.

Getting yourself a job right after college, is totally a very very bad idea if you ask me. Your brain will get rot so badly that grey matter will begin to ooze out from ears.

I've had a horrible couple of months, since I finished my college. I swear upon my mobile phone, that I've had a million. And then I begin to realize so this is why they said that "you will hate the real world" moments.

Seriously, the real world sucks. There are no any differences between the real world and college. The only differences is that you will have the vert smallest circle of backstabbers.

You thought those girls in college who always had the bestest dressing sense and wore the most expensive perfume were out to get you fall flat on your butt? Wait till you meet the people in real world. College politics is mediocre. compare to the bitches trying to bring you down in the real world.

Gosh, I don't think people will ever grow out of that phase where if they have a problem with someone or something they would just tell you instead of being skeevy and slimey about it. Get you to give up on your job, for example.

I need quite a little time to gather the lost IQ point. Study for arithmetics exams, figure out my life and bla.. bla... bla.... But hey wait!! There are more to write. And my really good friend once told me : Rubini, DON'T give a damn. DON'T let your power of reasoning hold your back. DON'T LET ANYTHING STOP YOU. Just. And kiss the world.

Who is a friend?

The ones face who comes up to your mind, when you see those funny and hilarious Facebook and WhatsApp memes? The one face flits by when you are feeling down in the dumps? That one person who has been there for you for a long time? One of those many people, who were there for you at different point of time? Someone who lives only in your memory? Someone you play a netball with? Someone you messaged all day with? That one person with whom you had a never ending arguments with? There will be no any single logic, theory or formula to be a friend!

Even though, nothing is happening in the here and now, a friend still inspires that unexpressible feelings that make you feel you're alright. At certain point of time in our life, we couldn't imagine a day passing by without meeting or having a conversation with this some particular person. With that same person, weeks or even a month now passed without a single word. When life seems to squeeze us from all directions, sometimes we decide reaching out to friends is more than we can handle.

Some friends lost to distance, and some others to time. Perhaps all you can do is to send a silent wish "Our lives have got in between us." When you are being all alone and having some conversation with your minds, the mind seems to torment in a thunderous voice, "You are all one. You will always remain alone." You cannot reign over your mind if you fight it as if it were a devil disguise.

But if that you can see it's a little child, the little you, throwing tantrum, crying out loud for that one real friend, then you have hope. Someday maybe!