Secret Wish

Deep in the heart of every child, every mother, every spectator, lies that secret wish to see the trapeze artist fall, to see him smash his bones against the ground, spill his dark blood on the sand, that fundamental wish to see the lions fight over the tamer's remains, the wish to see the horse drag the rider around with her foot caught in the stirrup, striking her head in rhythm against the edge of the ring, and for them we have launched this circus, the best, the ultimate, the circus where human pyramids collapse at their base, the knife thrower sinks his blades (by accident, always by accident) into his assistant's breast, the bear shreds the gypsy's face with his paw, and because of that, because the worst-case scenarios play out and because we always want what we don't have, the audience's desires shift: sick of disasters and failures they begin to wish that the trapeze artist's hands reach it in time, that the tamer keep the lions under control, that the rider make it back to the saddle, and instead of being filled with death and horror, the secret places of their hearts begin to brim with horrified kindness, with hope for the happiness of others, and thus they leave our show at peace with themselves, proud of their humanity, feeling they are better for it, that they are decent, sensitive, and well-intentioned people, the generous audience of the most perfect of circuses.


ANA MARIA SHUA
translated from the Spanish by Steven J. Stewart

Wednesday Night

Since the last few days I totally wasn't in a very good mood to post anything over here. But some how Rubini Shetty's Baby Bloggieeeee must go on some variety post right? ummm... I'm in very nostalgic mood today, So that, I'm just going to share some video with you my dear ones. And those videos are going to be my favourite cartoon since childhood on. wait?? Did I told you, I still watch all these Nickelodeon, Disney and Cartoon Network channels?! haha. Yes, I still watch them.  Every Saturday and Sunday mornings I used to plonk my head into the TV with my bowl of cereal (KoKo Crunch) with my little kiddy skirt and a tee.. With my both legs up on SOFA!! hee heee.. and off coarse in mean while will be yawning!! :)

• The Flinstone ( funniest one ever)

• The Pink Panther Show ( both my bro and mine fav)

• Scooby Doo

• Mickey Mouse

and sooooo on my list will go!!! And off coarse Spongebob Square Pants and Tom and Jerry!!! And now tell me what's your favourite??? :)

The Aime with HSM

The first time I watched High School Musical was when I'm 18 years and it was on summer 2008. But hye wait. I didn't watch HSM first, but I watched HSM 2 first then only HSM 1. haha.. This happen just because when the first one released I thought it is some musical competitions between high schools. lol. I was so dumb during those my own high school days. I swear.

By the way let us back to the story now. When you are watching the movies you can actually relate yourself to one or more things the character go through. It's just the music and thee actors are the two major elements that made HSM such a big success all around the world.

When you see Zac and Vanessa on screen, their chemistry were superbb. Wait!! Did I say Vanessa? Oh yeah, this girl having a tons of talent inside her. And yes in my teen days she meant a world for me. Even there was some night where I got mumble her name in my dream. hhaha.. :D *blushing* The best part of Vanessa is she never ever afraid to take a chance. Another thing is I'm amazed on how she is dealing out with her hater by herself. It's a ? for me.. She's such a positive and energized girl who keeps on going and yes she knows she is going on the right path.

*okay now I'm lost somewhere between this HSM and Vanessa thing I guess* Where should I continue back now??

Okay HSM is my evertime favourite and it's just because of Vanessa.
SO I RECKON THE TITLE SHOULD BE
"THE AIME WITH HSM/VANESSA" :-) hehe

yummy!!! ♥

it's delicious!!! and anything can't be yummier than this..

this type of cute and yummy can only get at GOA!!

Missing Goa so much now.. :(

*photo credit* : Ileana D'Cruz

150 Word Review : Eega

Kudos to the ace director S.S.Rajamouli garu for giving us such a wonderful film and brought our Indian cinema especially our South Indian Cinema to the top level today.
Eega is all about a FLY (previous Life as NANI) who takes revenge on a rich businessman Sudeep(Kiccha Sudeep), the one who killed him in his previous life to win Bindu (Samantha). Though the screen space is very less for Nani, he did justice to his character. Sudeep as villain from the beginning to the end. And he has give an extraordinary performance and he is well in action. Samantha as a micro-artist, has shown that she too can give a well performance if the script demand it. Overall it's a movie that all should watch and enjoy. Personally I don't think another movie like Eega will be made in South Indian Cinema. 

my sketches!!

Sketched I tried during the days I’m off from my social works and everything. Had a wonderful time without twitter, blogging and facebook. Well, next week I’m joining back to my Piano lessons. This is my reason to smile for this whole month of September.  

What’s yours?

 

By the the first sketch was done with a mechanical pencil and art block. The other four sketched was done with Paint software. Didn’t knew Paint can  do this much wonderful things. lol

Post X3

Absence.. A long break from my baby bloggie. It's been a month since my last post. Why?? Well, it's nothing happy to be said but something which I and my family members suffer a lot. And a time where I cried a lot. A lot!!! I mean it. For 20 days. I can say it as a horrible month of September. The last Horrible September was on 2008, where my dad faced a tragedy accident. After 3 years he totally recover and now he's able to walk normally. This 2012 September attack was for my mom. I hate this bloody month of September. Each time this ****ing month spoils my LIFE. Yes.... Each and every year this happens to me. Why god!! Well can you please come down and stand in front of me.. I need to ask you a few questions behalf of my all family members.

Okay. Now what happen to my mom. Well doctors says she is having a blood clot at Right brain and its a Stroke. She suffered a lot for the past 20 days. And I cried a lot for the past days too. What can I do? I never have seen my mother suffering as this much. it was a painful moment for me. On that particular time I would love to thank my dear friend Purni for giving me advices and she was like a back bone for both me and my mom. Too many doctors,,, too many check up, scans, x-rays and medications. Finally thanking to Dr.Kumaran who's sons are my schoolmates and classmate during my primary years. His medications totally worked our for my mom. Now she's at home and getting recovery slow by slow and little by little. A True Doctor I can say!! :) Thank u Uncle :)

And thanks to my someother friends who kept my amma in their prayers and pray for her. May god bless all you boys and girls.