I've always wanted to blog about this story for past one month. But then I just couldn't write up more then 5 sentences. And today I've came with a final decision that before 12 midnight I would have to blog it. Hopefully I will!!!
The day I met you wasn't an accident but it was an accident made by our dearest god. In this earth there wouldn't be a loveliest guy as you for me. You love me the most then I loves you. You know our first fight was for our Kindergarten final exam report.I wants to be the first but you made the cut and i make it to second. Then our new chapter at our primary school. This is the place I hate everything to the most. Not even a little. They separated me from you. I cried the most. And I know you too cried. from Jun 1997 until April 2004 we never meet each other for so many years. How much we both missed each other? From there onwards till now we both are together as a best friends and lovers. I don't know we are friends or what else. I'm in total big confusion with this matter. I cries every night past this one month. I just can't think that you will broke my heart just as that simple. You are the one always will come up to me and talk to me and take off all my sorrows with you. I never ask you to take it with you. Why you took it? That day I smiled at you because I doesn't wants to hurt you in front of your friends. I scarred of them. Not now but always! You are the one who made me to talk with them. You knew that I'm shy to talk unless I felt wanna talk to them. Now everything changes. Nothing are like last time. You are in your way and I'm in mine. Why this is happening to me? I meant you a lot. You're making me to cry. I can't concentrate on my project now. I couldn't write more then this now. But sure before night will!
