Certainly Not

Running.. Running... and running as if like there is a fire at the back of me.

Life been chasing me past these few years. I always wonder why can't I stand up for myself and fulfill my dreams? And then once my friend said only rich and poor can achieve their dream and not a middle class as us.. We grab what we get and stuck with it. 

Wait... Is she indirectly telling me that I can't achieve my dreams first step even? No.. No... No... That can't be! Aaaaaah!!!! I almost reached my dreams final stage but something came in between me and my dream and didn't let me to pursue it. 

And most of the time I curse myself for not choosing the right path at the early days and left few good things

in half a way. Well just like other super students, I too choose Additional Mathematics, Chemistry, Physics and biology as my majors in 10th grade. And to complete this tag, I took up Computer Science.

Basically I am very much into religious following. So overachieving becomes my second nature. I enrolled myself into all the possible things that I could and strived to be at the best of it. 

And still I am running.. And I am tired!!!!! :(

But still what is happening?

I am running a race against time. A race with a bunch of peoples who all are wanted the same thing. All I wanted to know is, how does one make decisions about life? Do they have something like Plan A, Plan B, or etc?? Why it is always easier for other to make a decision on us, but not we? There are so many constants and varibles that defines and mold what we do and what we want to do?

Help YOURSELF! 

Be Still & Silent

I still remember of being bullied terribly in school. Maybe during my 5th or 6th grade. There was a constant fear for me. At that point of time finds a list of worst in my personal history. have you been discriminated against vs-vs? If yes, how did you overcome it? If you were bullied in school, did you ever come across the bully later and if yes, how did you deal with it? 

And finally, are children by nature selfless or selfish? Are the concepts of empathy inborn or taught in some children? Why do some children seen kinder than others. 

A friend said, be still. Be silent. Maybe we can be glad that we didn't sully our thought and our tongue by saying things we didn't mean. To not react to dishonestly that plays out right in front of us. To not to react to unkindness or any sort of a situation that we may deem unpleasant. Easier said than done, to not to react to an accusation. I can say that and still react the next moment if something irritates me. 

But for now, may be the answer is in being still. Being silent.

Familiar Strangers

Well who are these familiar strangers in our lives? Hmm... Sometimes ago, they was our best friend or at least a friend. But now, why strangers? Well some peoples used to say, Hey!! I was Rubini's friend once. But not now.. Well this concept is certainly very easy. Either I must have done something wrong to them or they to me. All we need is some understanding. And to be honest, I'm not really an out-spoken person. I need to know about you well, so the I can share my certain matter with you without any hesitations. But after everything is done, all kind of backstabbing and shitty talks, is it easy to forget and forgive? We can forgive, but is forget can really happen that easily? When we get hurt with lots of words, directly and indirectly? Anyone can forgive, but no one can forget!

Even the god forgives you, for the mistakes you have done, but he don't forget. And that's why they have Chitragupthan over there with the noble Yama Dharma Raja, to list down all our mistakes.

The supreme god, Lord Vishnu, he forgives, but won't forget. Jesus, father of the universe he forgives but won't forget.. Allah swt forgives but never forget.. That's why Heaven and Hell still exist..

Forget is not an easy task actually!!

Tamil Movie Review : Velai Illa Pattadhari

Velai Illa Pattadhari the 25th film for Dhanush and it comes from his own production house Wunderbar Films, had a huge expectations from the audience as in these recent years he didn't give much hit like before. This flick is directed by Velraj and it has both Anirudh Ravichander and MV Rajesh Kumar's music. The trailer and the audio have successfully generated positives vibes around VIP and it's clearly evident with the movie getting wonderful response from it's advance bookings.

The film is reportedly "A message to youths with some comedy on rising unemployed and the growing frustration for job with love". Dhanush as Raghuvaran plays the central character, as a civil engineer graduate who is still looking out for a job, while his younger brother who is in IT field already working and earning well. This rises a comparison issue at his home where Samuthrakani keeps insulting Dhanush for being unemployed. Dhanush is a type of person who wants a job in the same field as he studied for. Saranya played a role as his mother, who console him and try to boost his confidence.  And there comes the introduction of the lead lady Amala Paul as his childhood best friend, who is in love with him. This will be the first release for Amala Paul after her post-marriage with Vijay.

In a bid to make it a successful commercial film, the team has taken too much of liberties. In the process, the story becomes predictive  in the second half.

Overall it has a fantastic performance by Dhanush, Indeed it is a tailor-made role for him. Amala Pauls fits well as Shalini. Samuthrakani, Saranya, Vivek and the cute Hrishikesh have done a complete justice to their roles. And Anirudh shines again with his background scores.

There was not much scope for cinematography and editing done by Rajesh was okay.

What to name it?

Okay!! Let's break this silence now. It's been about 2 months since my last post. I myself was thinking in what I'm tied up with. Well absolutely not with any major work.. But with loads and loads of movies and dance , oh yeah and work too. They are just too hectic. Tired of managing everything by myself. And lil tuition classes for my nephew and niece. And thanks to them. Because all their havoc made me to forget even my basic maths. pheww..And movies totally saved me. 2 States, Hasee Tho Phasee, Queen, Manam and yesterday night watched Autonagar Surya. You guys might be thinking what's up with this girl and why she suddenly jumped into bollywood films. Well just simple. Tired of watching Tamil films. My last film was Yennamo Yedho which was actually a remake of Ala Modalaindi. And the reason I watched it wat coz of Gautham. Kochadaiiyaan is different. You know the language or not, but you have to watch it. And it's MUST!! As it was Rajini's movie. :D *proud Thalaivar fan me* And for tonight I'm planning to Arima Nambhi. With all by myself. For sure!! :) And the happy things around me was the wedding of Chinmayi and Rahul. Awwww :)) Finally she did it men.. haa haa.. I still can't stop myself from going through by their wedding pictures. They are just too adorable.. Okay, now stop putting your evil eyes on my akka and athimbel.. hee hee ^_^ And did I say anything about my new hero crush?? haha.. Well it's Arjun Kapoor. So weird na??? Can't help it. Because he is just so like himself. And I love these kind of real peoples. And finally I havejoined in Instagram. Do follow me over there you lovely peoples.. rubinishetty is my username.. :) xoxo