Familiar Strangers

Well who are these familiar strangers in our lives? Hmm... Sometimes ago, they was our best friend or at least a friend. But now, why strangers? Well some peoples used to say, Hey!! I was Rubini's friend once. But not now.. Well this concept is certainly very easy. Either I must have done something wrong to them or they to me. All we need is some understanding. And to be honest, I'm not really an out-spoken person. I need to know about you well, so the I can share my certain matter with you without any hesitations. But after everything is done, all kind of backstabbing and shitty talks, is it easy to forget and forgive? We can forgive, but is forget can really happen that easily? When we get hurt with lots of words, directly and indirectly? Anyone can forgive, but no one can forget!

Even the god forgives you, for the mistakes you have done, but he don't forget. And that's why they have Chitragupthan over there with the noble Yama Dharma Raja, to list down all our mistakes.

The supreme god, Lord Vishnu, he forgives, but won't forget. Jesus, father of the universe he forgives but won't forget.. Allah swt forgives but never forget.. That's why Heaven and Hell still exist..

Forget is not an easy task actually!!

Every now & Then.... He abandons me

I want more.. I'm not satisfied. Give me a bigger share.. Don't you think I deserve more? When I offer you my fruit, you accept it. Don't you know anything about the giving back theory?! He answered a "NO".. A very plain and simple NO. And he doesn't even try to explain me why! Well I guess he only knew about GIVING but not GIVING-BACK. Because his thoughts are selfless. And he never declined my offer. Because it's my duty to serve him. And moreover he didn't demand anything. I was always free. He never held me back. It was Me, who never choose to leave. Now he abandons me.. It doesn't mean that he will never come back. He could just be a little late. Whatever it is.. I wait here. Under the same shade of his love and trust. And I never choose to LEAVE!

Worth of Waiting

Okay.. Guess the waiting thing is actually worth.. Btw bebe.. I'm somewhere very very near to you now.. Soon will be standing beside you and torturing you like those days.. Ops!! Correction .. I will stand beside you, but then you the one who going to torture me.. Right??? :P

And to those bloody bitches out side there, you girls better watch out your own way... You girls just don't have any sing rights to do it again. And most of all talk about my friend Kisha.. You peoples are just not worth to say her name even.. I and Kisha.. Usually our fights won't even last for a 5seconds.. But you bitches made us to stay away from everything for 3 years.. Totally sucks.. Hell is waiting for you peoples... :(

Friendship is the one which always wins even at the last second.. :)

Conversation with an anon or Maybe Kisha..

Post X7

Love may be understood as a part of a survival instinct... a function to keep human beings together and facilitate continuation of the species... This emotion of the strong affection and personal attachment is beyond what we could see and what we could feel. I Love You is some sort of mantra that is so powerful and had essence of magic that has all the positive vibration. That warms ones heart and soul. That tightens one bonding with another. That enhances ones life. And it is made very easy to be expressed. Short and understandable by the entire universe. So why wasting time hating someone or why wasting time taking revenge? Life as we all know is very uncertain and we will never know what will happen on the next second. So let those you love feel your love at every single angle. Spread the joy of love. Say I love you instead of I hate you. Because life is too precious. Once its gone!! it's gone for good.

Being Myself!

There was a moment in my life, at the end of last year where there was a loads of conversations with peoples who knows me well. Which means since I born. But I just don't take their advice! It's all an old advices, just like them. And I'm sure I'm going to be a great person if I listen to them. But there were another few peoples who came into my life in this recent time. Who hold my hands when I was in a very critical situation with tough days. I can say it to anyone, they knows me better than the relatives I know. Yes, it's true! The talk with the peoples who we each other knows well, was just with mind-to-mind, heart-to-heart. They want me to know the best of mine but not dumping me, just like the others does to me earlier.

They says I have changed from before. Transformed.. Not more the old Rubini Shetty. You're someone who is capable to do anything that you love, just to achieve your LIFE dream. But I think, Did I really changed?? Better or worse?  Sometimes we are lucky to find out peoples who are just too similar to our character or at least who are being in our state of mind. 

But in mine, I haven't found any one as that yet. There would be sometimes for us to learn a lesson for our own. make some decisions without looking our and discussing with others. (I personally advice you, please don't ever listen  to your siblings, unless they are spending their own days with you or at least you guys are in the age group. If you still listen those who are 15-20 years elder than you, then you life just will be like in HELL.) Ask questions and answers for ourselves. By knowing the one person who is very important for us is - ourselves! How well do you know yourself? 

Stand in front your mirror and look at your own eyes and talk. Are you afraid to look at your own eyes? 

So then this friend told me, Make every moment as yours. And it's upto your wish whether to make it beautiful or whatever else. Choose to be happy. Forget about all the craps that's roaming around you now. Live your Life for this moment. And your life is only for you. Question yourself and find the answer, so that you can know yourself better than anyone else in this universe. Go beyond your dream. Be honest. It might be scary at first, but when you get to know all this, you'll find yourself a brand new person in this globe. With a new vision.

Sisters & Friends Forever

Dear वैजयंथी प्रिंसेस (V!NK§) or VaijuBooky,

2011 was our best... and we both will make 2013 as our another best year that should be more memorable than anything else... But seriously I mean it you're the best ever friend & sista I'm having. Thanks a lot to our louvely **** for making us a friend after all.. The only good thing that she'd done for us I reckon, while she was in FB!  what I'll be doing if you are not there for me during my hard times and off coarse the happy minutes too???

I must say it's all God's blessing!! There are loads of peoples out there for me in the name of sista's & friends, But you're the special one for me. Hope this year we'll fly together, I will be there on October mid or November beginning.

Wishing you a very Happiest New Year and mayOUR Dream comes true in this 2013

Much Love,
Rubini Shetty (R!NK§) or as you named me as RubuTweety! ♥

A True Friend

 

Sometimes Friendship Hurts

We were best friends
No, we were sisters
We were flying in dreams

We were seeing hope from candles
We were little crazy like kids

But what it changes now

I am losing a best friend

You just changed

You are not the same person who I knew

  

Believe me, I said that as advice
But you were not listening to me

                                                                                   

What I could do to make you see
What I could do to make you believe
I feel you're so far from me 
You walked away without looking at me
Maybe our friendship is done
But it is not done yet for me
Because you will be a nice memory